whee!!!
Finally gotta go out of Singapore after like... many many years?? (Johor not counted k...)
I'm going to Redang tonight, which is somewhere in Malaysia...
Yes, i know.. Both Johor and Redang are in Malaysia, but Redang is further away (a bloody 10hrs trip k!! =X) mah, so counted as going out of Singapore...
heh
Anyway, go visit this website about a guy in Japan called Hard Gay (if u cannot click on the words 'hard gay', copy this link http://www.youtube.com/results?search=hard+gay&search_type=search_videos and paste it in a new window).
Damn Hilarious guy (or gay? who cares =P) sia!!
Muz watch!!!!!!!!
There're alot of clips on him doing funny stuff like getting Yahoo! to make him their mascot, trying to be in the magazine cover etc.
Dun think he's acting, but den again, who cares rite? Funny can liao =P
Oh, rmmbr to click only those dat say they've english subtitles k, if not u wun understand (coz they're in japanese.. duhz!).
Happy watching!
And happy playing for me! =D
For the past few days, i've been helping my fren's sister's fren Merlyn (now my fren!) to sell clothes at SP.
She actually had a shop in Bugis Street 2nd floor (called Intro Style), and sells mostly going out and working clothes. If u r into feminine style, u will sure like them.
Sigh.
Maybe it's the clothes.. maybe it's the location.. or maybe it's really juz me, but I wasn't able to sell much for the past 4days...
If my fren had been irritated with me for such poor sales, I wouldn't even bother to feel bad abt it... but she wasn't.. she was super nice to me instead! =X
u will know why after u read..................
1st day (mon, 15/5):
reached SP earlier, so helped Merlyn unpacked her stuff...
First impression of her was not bad. Friendly lady.
But the clothes sux, to be honest. Mayb it's juz not my style, i dunno.
Anyway we din talked much coz she was rushing off to Bangkok to get stocks.
So i was alone an hr later, sitting der like some idiot.
U see, i've forgotten to bring sth to pass the time.
I ended up msging ppl (namely olive, carol, tim) nonstop the whole afternoon. lolx.
And i din manage to sell anything. bah!
Even more sway, there wasn't any store place for my clothes and rack. I was damn afraid i'd have to bring them home can...
While waiting for the in-charge to bring me good news, i helped a guy packed his goods to stop myself from thinking rubbish stuff... and it pays to be nice u know.. coz he initiated to help me locked my rack with his stuff! Touched...
And luckily i was able to keep my bag of clothes in the security room...
Whee!!
2nd day (tues, 16/5):
I brought a magazine (Style) to read after learning a painful lesson.
But it was so sucky dat i finished it within an hr. Seriously!
I was so desperate dat i kept flipping thru each page carefully to see wad i'd left out. I even read all the advertisements! Dat was how desperate i was to kill time can...
And i was only able to sell one top. bleahz.
Another painful lesson....... never buy Style magazine again!
3rd day (wed, 17/5):
Merlyn came back from bangkok and brought some tops which are more suitable for students to my stall.
She actually travelled der ALONE to get her clothes lor! So brave can..
Anyway the tops she brought were beta, more casual and nice. So i bought one for myself. heh
And i sold a skirt and a top... improved but still not good enuff. Have to work harder!
Another prob arose... the security uncle wasn't able to keep my stuff anymore!! wah...!!
But was lucky again coz the nice guy (the one dat locked my rack for me) agreed to help me hide my bag under his table... whee!!
4th day (thurs, 18/5):
Merlyn came with some more tops again.
But i wasn't able to sell anything the whole day... again!
I sux man...
5th day (fri, 19/5):
Was very determined to try sell at least 5 tops today, since it's the last day.
But in the end Merlyn decided not to continue at SP, if not she will open her shop damn late coz hafta come SP helped me pack the stuff.
AAHHH...... no chance to redeem myself at all man!! =X
sigh...
treated the nice guy ice-cream to thank him before i left and brought the stuff back to her shop tog.
Went for lunch at Fish n Co, which she treated me.
She even paid me 5days pay lor, even tho i din work at all today..
Imagine the guilt i was, and still am, going through for my lousy performance which causes her to make a loss...
think i'm really not cut to be a salesgirl man....
And worse still, she treated me to Fish n Co and even paid me more than she shld!!
waa......
My guilt has eaten half my heart now...
So ppl, patron the shop if u have time... some of the clothes are really not bad..
I'm not asking u to do for me...
Do it for yrself. More clothes to wear u know...
haha.
Oh oh! Guess wad I saw at Jurong Point pet shop today?
Give u a hint. Sth dat we girls like to wear when we go beach..
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can guess it now??
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Bingo!
It's bikinis for dogs!!
Or issit for cats?? hmm...
But whichever case, it's still damn funny can!
Imagine u go to the beach to tan with yr frenz one day... and see this lady with her dear doggy tanning.. maybe even wearing similar bikinis..
Whuahahhahahahahahahhahaha!!!!!!
Can't stand it man...
It's really hilarious..
But seriously, why do some pet owners love to dress their poor pets into weird, fanciful clothes and make them look like clowns??
Are they bored of their motionless barbie dolls that they have to subject their own pets to such bizarre 'trend' (to me, it's more like a sick fetish... pui!) ????
Don't give me bullshit like "to keep my poor dog warm" or "oh, my cat likes dressing up"...
What are the furs for den?? Home for fleas???
And yr cat tells u that he like it?? If dats the case, think u shld send him to hospital for observation... might be some alien u know...
haa
3days ago, I was a mad woman who was trying to squeeze a sem's work in a day...
3days later, I'm a happy woman enjoying like nobody's business!!
muahaha!
No more tons of assignment and tutorials and tests to do...
No more staying up to chiong work...
No more having to wake up early for sch...
And best of all, I can slack all i want and noone can say a damn thing abt it!
WHEE!!!
But I've one big prob now... What am I gonna do for the nxt 3mths??? =X
It's either I die of boredom or find 'sth' to do... u know wad i mean la hur, since i'm a training teacher now...
Anyway, went to watch Mission Impossible 3 with tim today... my 1st time watching MI show! lolx it was not bad for an action show, predictable though...
But getting to watch tom cruise for 2hrs is really damn shiok.. i mean, he's cuter than ever now!
*drool*
think i've a thing for mature (fine, use the word 'old' if u want, i dun care! =P) men... all those wrinkles dat make their somewhat-tired-but-knowlegdeable eyes twinkle when they smile... really to DIE for man..
haha is this considered as fetish?
Maybe.
But it doesn't mean ALL mature men will melt me ok, only those cute ones..
duhz rite.. haa
Oh, me and carol had aimed some tops in Mango...
waiting for june sales to come b4 we buy.. heh
very auntie i know.. but wad to do, no money wad... =P
And fyi, i think the SK2 set that i bought for my mum not dat useful for us.. coz we're younger! haha
So if anyone wants, i can give them some suggestions b4 they decide which ones they shld to buy. I'm not a professional, but i've consulted a SK2 salesgirl and roughly know which are the basic essential ones.
Yupz.
But if still unsure (I don't blame la, coz face is very impt u know), u can go down consult (and ask for the prices as well to compare.. heh sounds auntie hur hur) personally b4 asking me to help u buy. But cfm save one la, dun worry.
Yupz.
bought SK-II for my mum... at a damn cheap price too! Whee!
5items in total, but paid alot less than the market price... =P
anyone who wants to know how much i hav saved can give me a call! heh =P (i'm sure u will get a BIG shock from the numbers!)
Oh, and the pack consist of a facial treatment cleanser, liquid foundation, eye treatment film, facial treatment repair C, facial treatment mask, facial treatment essence (think it's called 'shen qi shui' in the tv ad.. lolx)
Not bad hor!
But for those who love to tan, u cant use these... coz it's a whitening set! duhz~
btw i'm not supposed to advertise this..
so...
sshhh..... =P
Went cycling with khad, rozi, jasmine and quek at east coast park ytrday...
it was not bad, quite fun and relaxing... and of course, had a great time teasing too! heh khad is damn good at linking everything to the targeted people and making them regret saying it... lolx!
I'll usually be her helper.. tho still learning from her... but learning fast! whuahaha!
And i think it's so fun to be dating instead of going into relationship so fast..
I mean, u get to enjoy all the benefits as a woman like attention, treats, constant shower of LTC (love tender and care) etc...
and at the same time, u get to enjoy feeling like a goddess with all those chasing and playing hard to get...
lolx!
Yes, i know dat sounds mean...
But come on man! most, or even ALL, of the women like to do that, consciously or subconsciously..
If u are always condemning these kind of women, let's face it. U are juz in total denial and u are also denying the fact that u are a woman.
If u are attempting to defend yrself now by saying dat u are juz trying to see whether the guy is sincere, let's face it too. U are in denial.
If u are cursing me for stereotyping women, u can go and eat shit now.
seriously. =P
And i still cant get down to study!
bleahz
Read this from my fren's, David, blog... funny can!! lolx!
But this might be offensive to some..
so if you do not like, or even hate, the F word, please do not read on.
I repeat.
Do not read on.
I will NOT be responsible for any side-effects that you kana.
=P
'FUCK' as most words is derived from the german word 'FRICHEN' meaning, to strike... In the english language, 'FUCK' falls into many grammatically catogories.. like 'FUCKER', 'FUCKEST', 'FUCKING' etc...As a verb, for example, John 'FUCK' Jane or Jane 'FUCKS'...
However, this magical word, is not always used sexually.. For example...
As part of an adjective... John is doing all the 'FUCKING' work...
As part of an adverb... Jane talks too 'FUCKING' loudly...
As an adverb enhancing an adjective.... Jane is so 'FUCKING' beautiful...
As a noun... I dun give a 'FUCK'...
As part of a word... Abso-'FUCKING'-lutely or in-'FUCKING'-credible...
As a full correct sentence... 'FUCK' the 'FUCKING' 'FUCKERS'...
The word 'FUCK' can be used in situations as well... For example:
A Fraud... I got 'FUCKED' by the car dealer
Dismay... Arhhh 'FUCK' it...
Trouble... I guess I'm really 'FUCKED' now...
Agression... Dun 'FUCK" with me buddy...
Difficulty... I dun understand the 'FUCKING' problem...
Enquiry... Wat the 'FUCK' was that??
Dissatisfaction... I dun like wat the 'FUCK' is going on here...I
ncompetence... John's a 'FUCK-OFF'...
Dismissal... Why dun u go somewhere and play or 'FUCK' urself...
These are juz some examples.. there are of course more of them...With these multi-purpose application, how can anyone really be offended when u use the word?? So ppl reading my blog.. the next time u hear the F' word.. do not feel dismayed... for all u know the person saying this word was facing one of, or maybe all of the situation above... hahaha... =P
Paiseh ah david, din ask u first before i post it in my blog...
but i'm sure u dun mind rite.. u so nice... hehe
Went Double O with olive, xia, ana and ana's frenz on thurs nite...
It was quite ok initially, us buying drinks and talking crapz..
Then it happened.
Raid.
Right after we bought 2nd round of drinks.
Stupid!!
We hadn't even danced at all lor!!
Bah!!!!
And we ended up taking photos... haha quite funny.
And know wad?
I got freaked out by the photo... 
See the white fingers above our heads??
Scary rite?!!
But olive n i realise it's juz the wall after awhile..
lolx!
But i was really bumped up for a moment lor... bleahz
Cant they freaking change the freaky wall???
Anyway din wanna go another club with ana n frenz n spent $ again, so went off to find ke ren and his frenz at a pub after dat...
Think we were kinda high, coz we took freaking 15min to understand which direction they were trying to direct us. lolx.
Played pool with olive and ke ren at the pub, while xia slept on the couch.. couldn't hit the balls at all, everything seemed to keep moving.. haa.
Went back to check out Double O at ard 315. Opened again! Whee!! Finally we could dance!
But some freaking guy spoilt the nite when he kept harassing me...
He even tried to eat my tofu lor!! (as in touch me la..)
Lucky whole nite got olive n xia to protect me. heh
Thanks girls! *muack*
And i wan to go club again.
Din get to enjoy much dat day lor.
bah.
Yup u heard me. I have finished my CCE assignment ytrday and left one more due on 15april and i'm done for the semester and i can finally relax. WHEE!! (sorry, alot of and.. lolx!)
But i nearly died-ed from chionging my CCE assignment in one day+nite... without sleep somemore!! 2750words u know... imagine the the torture i went thru the nite.. *shatter*
I will never allow dat to happen again! Next semester i shall not leave my stuff last min anymore. Yup. *are u sure?? u have been saying dat since sem 1 of year 1!! (olive echoing behind)*
Err... can la, provided u dun slack and tempt me to slack as well anymore.. lolx!
Anyway, went to watch Typhoon with Bernard ytrday... nice show!! It makes me want to know more about the history between North and South Korea, and what really happen between them and China and Russia and US in the 1980s.
Haa.
For someone who always got F9 for history to say dat... it's a miracle!! =P
And as usual, Bernard was telling me story about him and another girl. So drama can!! But not surprising la, all his stories forever drama one.. lolx!
But i must say... k nvm, shan't say anything. Later he scold me for telling the whole world.
haha.
As regard to my previous entry, i'm not sure if wad i'm doing and thinking is correct now.
Coz my bf juz told me CCA points is important if u wan to get into poly.. they'll definitely look at yr CCA when judging whether to accept u anot.
sigh
mayb i'm juz a lousy sis...
Anyway, i've a new laptop now!!
whee!!!
Dun hafta waste time in sch anymore!
Can do work in sch during long breaks now... or play games.
heh
I just had an argument with my parents. Me: U may say i'm a heartless sister.
My younger bro got zero CCA point for NPCC and my mum's going to his sch and argue with the teacher tmr.
My dad agreed, but i objected.
I shall list out the arguments...
My parents:
But my pt is, if u keep taking care of everything for the child, do u think he'll grow up to be a responsible, mature person??
I'm not saying i wun help my bro at all.
It muz depend on the situation.
Since he has mature and really studying hard, i believe he can still do well even w/o the one stupid CCA pt.
I just wan him to grow up into a better person.
I dun wan my bro to become a wimp who always depends on people.
I wan him to be independent, who will work hard and get what he wans himself.
But do my parents know??
Haa.
They just think i'm a lousy sis who dun care abt my own bros and not trying the least to help him.
I CARE. I really do.
But no point of me trying to argue dat, my mum always think she's right anyway.
Do my bro think i dun care too?
I dunno.
And i dun care anymore.
They can think wad they wan.
Heck.
Been kinda busy for the past few weeks... tons of assignments due... bday parties to go... go out with my bf... dun even have time for myself or shopping now!! =X
lolx! i know everyone will say i deserve it, but cant expect me to heck the parties rite! i mean, 21st bday lehz... not any other bday u know! And u cant expect me to heck my bf for weeks too rite...
Anyway, i'll be able to slp more after the 15april! yeah!! coz dats the last assignment due.. heh
Dat reminds me of my mendaki tuition at lakeside pri sch.. i'm so super lag behind the topics!! =X
and ders a test coming soon lor... die die die...
it's either i suck at teaching or i suck at controling the class..
i think it's both actually.. sigh
can u see me as a future pri sch teacher??
I know i cant.
------Sorry for causing u any trouble!------- I have a habit of expecting ppl to read my mind... bad bad
in com lab now with olive...
Speaking of her, she's like a defected doll nowadays, smiling even when she's alone.
Haa.
Ppl got bf liao mah.. honeymoon period now somemore, wad to do...
And half the time talking about her bf.. not that i mind though... i myseld would love to too, but always afraid ppl will get turn off when i talk too much about him.
Wonder if i always smiled like her during my honeymoon period...
haha.
I know i commented that i am not petty (i think...) in my previous entry, but i also said that women usually don't admit even if they really are, rite?
Now, i cant help but think if i really AM afterall...
But it's rather difficult, i realise, to differentiate between vocalising your disagreements and being petty.
Both are, apparently, separated by a very FINE line.
I mean, if you are good at arguing your way through, people will think that it's reasonable for u to get irritated or even pissed.
If u don't know the correct technique to do so, u will (most of the times...) end up being labelled as petty.
I think i'm more of the latter, as i tend to step over that line. Dunno why but i juz find it hard to manage and express myself properly.
Everytime i try to vocalise my inner tots, it'll (without fail!) turn out agitated and i'll simply become abit tearful (as pointed out by burning charcoal.. lolx!) due to being worked up. Sometimes i really feel like poking my eyes n stoping them from emerging.. serious! =X
And alot of times, after all the arguments, i'll start to feel guilty when the person is being affected in some ways and think that i, myself, am being petty, and even think that people are seeing me as being petty too. Stupid to think that way i know... haa.
But i mean, if u cant convince yourself that u are justifiable in feeling that way, wad makes u think that others will be convinced?
And even if u can convince yourself and others as well, wad makes u think that u are not blowing sth small up?
I am trying hard to learn to express myself nowadays, and i must say, it's a difficult task for me because ever since i was born, i kept everything, really EVERYTHING, to myself.
If i was happy, i'd share with people.
If i was unhappy about sth or sb, i'd juz keep it to myself.
If i was upset, i'd bottle up and sob quietly into my pillow.
If i was pissed, i'd juz vent my anger at my pillow.
If i've a problem with sth, i'd pretend that it's the best thing in the world.
So sth as trivial as voicing your opinion on a certain thing (e.g. whether the top is nice on dat person), has been, and still is, a huge thinking process for me.
Coz of that, my bf says maybe that's why i always cant help getting over-agitated when arguing and sometimes even sound unconvincing.
But is that an acceptable excuse to be so called petty?
I always felt that i'm not a typical Leo as my temper's not that bad. I tot.
But now i'm having doubts.
Am i?
Am i not?
Or issit juz another pms period?
Who knows.
But i must thank olive, rozi, khad and tim for reassuring me that i'm not being petty (even tho at times i feel i am) coz that helps me feel beta in a great great GREAT deal (n keeps me saint too!)!!!
*muack*
An hour ago...
Mr X: Hi, Miss Lee from Mendaki right?
Me: Yup. Who's this? Mr X: I'm your student's father. I just want to inform you that my son wouldn't be going for tuition tomorrow as he will be going to KL with us.
Me: Okok, not a problem.
Mr X: Do i need to write a letter to u or sth??
Me: Nah, it's ok. What's your son's name by the way?
Mr X: Yusman.
Me: -_-'''
For your info, yusman is my nie friend...
I repeat again... I am NOT petty, or even trying to be petty (but think nobody will actually admit she herself is petty anyway.. lolx). If u have been in my shoes for the past few years, you would hav understand why sometimes i'll show my displease when someone become too insensitive about stuff..
I mean, hav u ever been teased almost everyday by your friends? Do you even know how it feels like?? I don't mean simple teasings like "u damn short lor", "u look chao-dar (black)!"... it's more like "your ears damn big leh", "eh, big ear girl", "why u hav so much hair on yr legs??", "can i see yr legs ? *see up close* so hairy!" and alot more... one even try to pluck a hair out.
Wad de hell rite.
Can you imagine how much i'd to go through everyday during my jc life???? I always juz played along or juz smiled or laughed it off.. but when u kept getting these kind of stupid insensitive comments from guys (and they're supposed to be my frenz or even good frenz lor..) for TWO bloody yrs, i bet u would be like me, upset at countless pts of my 2years-life... Worse still, i had to keep pretending that i'm not bothered by them at all... when in actual fact, i do.. terribly. Nobody will ever understand this feeling, coz noone in her right mind will let ppl do this to her. Think that was when i started to feel more and more inferior too.
But i cant really blame them la, coz it's me who allowed them to do so... the first few times they commented, i played along and joked with them... and i think dat gave them the idea that i'm ok with the teasings, so they juz continued for the next 2yrs. I mean, i'm OK with teasings, as long as u know the limit and also know when to stop. But they were too insensitive to stop from doing it every year, every month, every week and mayb even everyday!
Dun ask me why i din tell them off... i really dunno. Mayb coz i din wan such stuff to affect our friendship.. or mayb coz i think it's dumb to argue over such trivial stuff, even though i cried over it for alot of times (i easily tear u see...).. or mayb coz i juz din know how to fight for myself. Come to think of it, i was dumb to keep mum.
And because of dat, i promise myself i'll not let history repeat itself.
*sigh* it's hard actually. Whenever i try to defend myself, it always doesn't seem to work... or will simply end up coming out the wrong way...
i think i'm juz fated to get it all my life.
i think no point trying.
i think i shall stop.
i think life sux (except for the days when i'm with him.. he nvr ever once tease me, not even when i blur until can die kind... and also when i'm with carol... really love them both for that *hugs*).
PS: sorry for the thousands of 'but' and 'and'!! haha too braindead to think of more conjunctions... =P
I'm writing again!!! lolx. Feel too lazy to type regularly, dats why disappeared so long... and somemore i find it hard to simply express my real feelings here, for fear of stepping on someone's tail, or even upset someone.. But now i think, maybe this can be a good start for me to practice expressing myself in words.. if not someone will get angry with me again for keeping things to myself.. haa =P Oh and khad did her curls again... nicer than the first one! not so auntie now.. heh And olive trimmed hers too! The lady straightened abit for her, and we all were like drooling all over her after dat.. should hav taken her photo rite.. forgot man And (last and!) Rozi was jealous that she din get to cut hers!! Jealous many times today somemore... lolx. What happen at the salon...... Me : Rozi, do you know i always melt when ppl wash my hair for me?? (said it while the guy was washing my hair... forgot it's a guy washing my hair) wah lao!!! stupid khad...
My new hair!! According to Rozi, i've dopey eyes today... i think so too actually. lolx! And i think i look like a little boy again... but heck la hur! =P
Rozi: *laugh* i cant believe u said dat!
Khad: ya man!
Me: oops.
---------------- 1min later --------------------
Rozi: So ling, are u high now??
------- the guy smiled n continued washing my hair ---------
Me: *pretend not to be paiseh* it's melt! Not high!!
---------------- 1 min later--------------------
Rozi: Ling, look at this mag...
Me: don't disturb me when i'm melting!
--------------- the guy smiled again -----------------------
Rozi: -_-'''
Me: kidding la!
-------- 1 min later -----------------------------
Rozi: wah lao ling, u have a high look lor...
Me: *blush n cover face with mag*
---------------- the guy smiled... again-------------------------
Me: *cover face again*
--------------- after cutting hair -----------------------------
Me: i think he gave me extra service! he massaged my head again when rinsing it!
Khad: I think he really wants to make u wet man.
think we were a nuisance in the salon. hahaha.
Do u know u have to change your fake boobs once every 5-10years??
And if u dun, this is wad will happen to them:
Real boobs will sag but silicon wun. So as years go by, yr real ones will start to reach for yr belly button, while yr fake ones (silicon mah, so good quality) stay where they are. And if u dun change them, u will look like u have a pair of boobs, in other words, cow with 4 nipples!!
*lolx* this was wad my dad heard from a debate show in channel U... they were talking abt cosmetic surgery n once seeing this woman a.k.a cow in a sauna. haha funny rite?
So my words to those with small boobs (including me? i guess =P): think twice before u go enlarge, unless u really want to look like a cow when u are old!! =P
Anyway, went to watch The Myth yesterday with quek n olive. The area ard her jaws were/are swollen, and she cannot laugh too much coz it'll cause pain in the wounds. Torturous! Imagine u cant laugh for at least a week!! Disgusting!!! But u shld see her face when quek made her laugh (by suaning me, as usual.. bleahz) and she had to control... so damn hilarious!! haha...
muz take care k girl, dun eat too much ice ya, later cough even worse.
The Myth:
Plot quite interesting, but show abit draggy. Quek think it's not bad, but olive says it's not as nice as we expect. And Jackie chan's horse damn funny, it'll know where, when n which leg to use to kick the enemy... i wan dat horse too!! haha
Rating: 7/10
Oh, and i ate cold Long John Silver for dinner today. yum yum. haa
FYI, she's a popular (or famous? wadeva~) blogger who's a columnist for Snag magazine (i think) currently and has 3 endorsement deals so far. Cool hur? I mean, to get well-known juz from blogging abt yr feelings and thoughts on stuff...
As in, how many can actually say the Truth in blog (or even reality), without thinking twice abt the feelings of others?
Who are able to withstand the bang of guilt after stepping on the person who has agitated u??
Simply put, we ARE juz afraid...
afraid to reveal the true feelings that are deep in the heart...
afraid of criticism from others, esp loved ones...
afraid of being seen as a f***ing bitch who cant even empathize with ppl...
afraid of losing frenz who disagree with yr principles and 'wrongdoings'...
simple afraid.
That is why i salute her, Xiaxue, for her straight-forwardness and courage (think more of heck care la hur) to 'pen' down the Truth in her blog, for the whole world to see somemore!
So i'm inspired to be like her now (exclude the f*** and lewd parts la of course... i'm an angel as u know =P), to have the courage to reveal my inner voice to ppl oneday.
AND i'm sure my bf will agree to dat, coz he has been trying for millions of years to make me speak... from my heart. Dun pek cek k, i'm really trying hard le... =)
Anyway, good luck olive!!!!
She's going to remove her wisdom tooth later in the noon... all 4 of them!! Scary!!! *ouch*
And hope she remembers me after the minor operation (from wad i learn today, anesthetic can actually cause temporary loss of memory... stun!) *pray hard*
PS: I'll cook clam chowder for u when u finally can eat k!! (muz finish EVERYTHING even if not nice ah... heh)
PPS: juz in case u are wondering why the change of font size, i was worried u ppl might have difficulty reading the puny words, dats why i enlarged them abit... see i so sweet *lolx*
[[ The Wishlist ]]
Ling Ling aka bell, 00, ding-dong etc
20! <1more year to freedom =D>
teacher-to-be
8 august 1985 get a naval piercing
get another naval piercing on the closed one! =X
get part-time job during the holiday
feed my wardrobe and make it FAT!
get a digital cam
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whee!!!
Finally gotta go out of Singapore after like... many many years?? (Johor not counted k...)
I'm going to Redang tonight, which is somewhere in Malaysia...
Yes, i know.. Both Johor and Redang are in Malaysia, but Redang is further away (a bloody 10hrs trip k!! =X) mah, so counted as going out of Singapore...
heh
Anyway, go visit this website about a guy in Japan called Hard Gay (if u cannot click on the words 'hard gay', copy this link http://www.youtube.com/results?search=hard+gay&search_type=search_videos and paste it in a new window).
Damn Hilarious guy (or gay? who cares =P) sia!!
Muz watch!!!!!!!!
There're alot of clips on him doing funny stuff like getting Yahoo! to make him their mascot, trying to be in the magazine cover etc.
Dun think he's acting, but den again, who cares rite? Funny can liao =P
Oh, rmmbr to click only those dat say they've english subtitles k, if not u wun understand (coz they're in japanese.. duhz!).
Happy watching!
And happy playing for me! =D
For the past few days, i've been helping my fren's sister's fren Merlyn (now my fren!) to sell clothes at SP.
She actually had a shop in Bugis Street 2nd floor (called Intro Style), and sells mostly going out and working clothes. If u r into feminine style, u will sure like them.
Sigh.
Maybe it's the clothes.. maybe it's the location.. or maybe it's really juz me, but I wasn't able to sell much for the past 4days...
If my fren had been irritated with me for such poor sales, I wouldn't even bother to feel bad abt it... but she wasn't.. she was super nice to me instead! =X
u will know why after u read..................
1st day (mon, 15/5):
reached SP earlier, so helped Merlyn unpacked her stuff...
First impression of her was not bad. Friendly lady.
But the clothes sux, to be honest. Mayb it's juz not my style, i dunno.
Anyway we din talked much coz she was rushing off to Bangkok to get stocks.
So i was alone an hr later, sitting der like some idiot.
U see, i've forgotten to bring sth to pass the time.
I ended up msging ppl (namely olive, carol, tim) nonstop the whole afternoon. lolx.
And i din manage to sell anything. bah!
Even more sway, there wasn't any store place for my clothes and rack. I was damn afraid i'd have to bring them home can...
While waiting for the in-charge to bring me good news, i helped a guy packed his goods to stop myself from thinking rubbish stuff... and it pays to be nice u know.. coz he initiated to help me locked my rack with his stuff! Touched...
And luckily i was able to keep my bag of clothes in the security room...
Whee!!
2nd day (tues, 16/5):
I brought a magazine (Style) to read after learning a painful lesson.
But it was so sucky dat i finished it within an hr. Seriously!
I was so desperate dat i kept flipping thru each page carefully to see wad i'd left out. I even read all the advertisements! Dat was how desperate i was to kill time can...
And i was only able to sell one top. bleahz.
Another painful lesson....... never buy Style magazine again!
3rd day (wed, 17/5):
Merlyn came back from bangkok and brought some tops which are more suitable for students to my stall.
She actually travelled der ALONE to get her clothes lor! So brave can..
Anyway the tops she brought were beta, more casual and nice. So i bought one for myself. heh
And i sold a skirt and a top... improved but still not good enuff. Have to work harder!
Another prob arose... the security uncle wasn't able to keep my stuff anymore!! wah...!!
But was lucky again coz the nice guy (the one dat locked my rack for me) agreed to help me hide my bag under his table... whee!!
4th day (thurs, 18/5):
Merlyn came with some more tops again.
But i wasn't able to sell anything the whole day... again!
I sux man...
5th day (fri, 19/5):
Was very determined to try sell at least 5 tops today, since it's the last day.
But in the end Merlyn decided not to continue at SP, if not she will open her shop damn late coz hafta come SP helped me pack the stuff.
AAHHH...... no chance to redeem myself at all man!! =X
sigh...
treated the nice guy ice-cream to thank him before i left and brought the stuff back to her shop tog.
Went for lunch at Fish n Co, which she treated me.
She even paid me 5days pay lor, even tho i din work at all today..
Imagine the guilt i was, and still am, going through for my lousy performance which causes her to make a loss...
think i'm really not cut to be a salesgirl man....
And worse still, she treated me to Fish n Co and even paid me more than she shld!!
waa......
My guilt has eaten half my heart now...
So ppl, patron the shop if u have time... some of the clothes are really not bad..
I'm not asking u to do for me...
Do it for yrself. More clothes to wear u know...
haha.
Oh oh! Guess wad I saw at Jurong Point pet shop today?
Give u a hint. Sth dat we girls like to wear when we go beach..
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can guess it now??
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Bingo!
It's bikinis for dogs!!
Or issit for cats?? hmm...
But whichever case, it's still damn funny can!
Imagine u go to the beach to tan with yr frenz one day... and see this lady with her dear doggy tanning.. maybe even wearing similar bikinis..
Whuahahhahahahahahahhahaha!!!!!!
Can't stand it man...
It's really hilarious..
But seriously, why do some pet owners love to dress their poor pets into weird, fanciful clothes and make them look like clowns??
Are they bored of their motionless barbie dolls that they have to subject their own pets to such bizarre 'trend' (to me, it's more like a sick fetish... pui!) ????
Don't give me bullshit like "to keep my poor dog warm" or "oh, my cat likes dressing up"...
What are the furs for den?? Home for fleas???
And yr cat tells u that he like it?? If dats the case, think u shld send him to hospital for observation... might be some alien u know...
haa
3days ago, I was a mad woman who was trying to squeeze a sem's work in a day...
3days later, I'm a happy woman enjoying like nobody's business!!
muahaha!
No more tons of assignment and tutorials and tests to do...
No more staying up to chiong work...
No more having to wake up early for sch...
And best of all, I can slack all i want and noone can say a damn thing abt it!
WHEE!!!
But I've one big prob now... What am I gonna do for the nxt 3mths??? =X
It's either I die of boredom or find 'sth' to do... u know wad i mean la hur, since i'm a training teacher now...
Anyway, went to watch Mission Impossible 3 with tim today... my 1st time watching MI show! lolx it was not bad for an action show, predictable though...
But getting to watch tom cruise for 2hrs is really damn shiok.. i mean, he's cuter than ever now!
*drool*
think i've a thing for mature (fine, use the word 'old' if u want, i dun care! =P) men... all those wrinkles dat make their somewhat-tired-but-knowlegdeable eyes twinkle when they smile... really to DIE for man..
haha is this considered as fetish?
Maybe.
But it doesn't mean ALL mature men will melt me ok, only those cute ones..
duhz rite.. haa
Oh, me and carol had aimed some tops in Mango...
waiting for june sales to come b4 we buy.. heh
very auntie i know.. but wad to do, no money wad... =P
And fyi, i think the SK2 set that i bought for my mum not dat useful for us.. coz we're younger! haha
So if anyone wants, i can give them some suggestions b4 they decide which ones they shld to buy. I'm not a professional, but i've consulted a SK2 salesgirl and roughly know which are the basic essential ones.
Yupz.
But if still unsure (I don't blame la, coz face is very impt u know), u can go down consult (and ask for the prices as well to compare.. heh sounds auntie hur hur) personally b4 asking me to help u buy. But cfm save one la, dun worry.
Yupz.
bought SK-II for my mum... at a damn cheap price too! Whee!
5items in total, but paid alot less than the market price... =P
anyone who wants to know how much i hav saved can give me a call! heh =P (i'm sure u will get a BIG shock from the numbers!)
Oh, and the pack consist of a facial treatment cleanser, liquid foundation, eye treatment film, facial treatment repair C, facial treatment mask, facial treatment essence (think it's called 'shen qi shui' in the tv ad.. lolx)
Not bad hor!
But for those who love to tan, u cant use these... coz it's a whitening set! duhz~
btw i'm not supposed to advertise this..
so...
sshhh..... =P
Went cycling with khad, rozi, jasmine and quek at east coast park ytrday...
it was not bad, quite fun and relaxing... and of course, had a great time teasing too! heh khad is damn good at linking everything to the targeted people and making them regret saying it... lolx!
I'll usually be her helper.. tho still learning from her... but learning fast! whuahaha!
And i think it's so fun to be dating instead of going into relationship so fast..
I mean, u get to enjoy all the benefits as a woman like attention, treats, constant shower of LTC (love tender and care) etc...
and at the same time, u get to enjoy feeling like a goddess with all those chasing and playing hard to get...
lolx!
Yes, i know dat sounds mean...
But come on man! most, or even ALL, of the women like to do that, consciously or subconsciously..
If u are always condemning these kind of women, let's face it. U are juz in total denial and u are also denying the fact that u are a woman.
If u are attempting to defend yrself now by saying dat u are juz trying to see whether the guy is sincere, let's face it too. U are in denial.
If u are cursing me for stereotyping women, u can go and eat shit now.
seriously. =P
And i still cant get down to study!
bleahz
Read this from my fren's, David, blog... funny can!! lolx!
But this might be offensive to some..
so if you do not like, or even hate, the F word, please do not read on.
I repeat.
Do not read on.
I will NOT be responsible for any side-effects that you kana.
=P
'FUCK' as most words is derived from the german word 'FRICHEN' meaning, to strike... In the english language, 'FUCK' falls into many grammatically catogories.. like 'FUCKER', 'FUCKEST', 'FUCKING' etc...As a verb, for example, John 'FUCK' Jane or Jane 'FUCKS'...
However, this magical word, is not always used sexually.. For example...
As part of an adjective... John is doing all the 'FUCKING' work...
As part of an adverb... Jane talks too 'FUCKING' loudly...
As an adverb enhancing an adjective.... Jane is so 'FUCKING' beautiful...
As a noun... I dun give a 'FUCK'...
As part of a word... Abso-'FUCKING'-lutely or in-'FUCKING'-credible...
As a full correct sentence... 'FUCK' the 'FUCKING' 'FUCKERS'...
The word 'FUCK' can be used in situations as well... For example:
A Fraud... I got 'FUCKED' by the car dealer
Dismay... Arhhh 'FUCK' it...
Trouble... I guess I'm really 'FUCKED' now...
Agression... Dun 'FUCK" with me buddy...
Difficulty... I dun understand the 'FUCKING' problem...
Enquiry... Wat the 'FUCK' was that??
Dissatisfaction... I dun like wat the 'FUCK' is going on here...I
ncompetence... John's a 'FUCK-OFF'...
Dismissal... Why dun u go somewhere and play or 'FUCK' urself...
These are juz some examples.. there are of course more of them...With these multi-purpose application, how can anyone really be offended when u use the word?? So ppl reading my blog.. the next time u hear the F' word.. do not feel dismayed... for all u know the person saying this word was facing one of, or maybe all of the situation above... hahaha... =P
Paiseh ah david, din ask u first before i post it in my blog...
but i'm sure u dun mind rite.. u so nice... hehe
Went Double O with olive, xia, ana and ana's frenz on thurs nite...
It was quite ok initially, us buying drinks and talking crapz..
Then it happened.
Raid.
Right after we bought 2nd round of drinks.
Stupid!!
We hadn't even danced at all lor!!
Bah!!!!
And we ended up taking photos... haha quite funny.
And know wad?
I got freaked out by the photo... See the white fingers above our heads??
Scary rite?!!
But olive n i realise it's juz the wall after awhile..
lolx!
But i was really bumped up for a moment lor... bleahz
Cant they freaking change the freaky wall???
Anyway din wanna go another club with ana n frenz n spent $ again, so went off to find ke ren and his frenz at a pub after dat...
Think we were kinda high, coz we took freaking 15min to understand which direction they were trying to direct us. lolx.
Played pool with olive and ke ren at the pub, while xia slept on the couch.. couldn't hit the balls at all, everything seemed to keep moving.. haa.
Went back to check out Double O at ard 315. Opened again! Whee!! Finally we could dance!
But some freaking guy spoilt the nite when he kept harassing me...
He even tried to eat my tofu lor!! (as in touch me la..)
Lucky whole nite got olive n xia to protect me. heh
Thanks girls! *muack*
And i wan to go club again.
Din get to enjoy much dat day lor.
bah.
Yup u heard me. I have finished my CCE assignment ytrday and left one more due on 15april and i'm done for the semester and i can finally relax. WHEE!! (sorry, alot of and.. lolx!)
But i nearly died-ed from chionging my CCE assignment in one day+nite... without sleep somemore!! 2750words u know... imagine the the torture i went thru the nite.. *shatter*
I will never allow dat to happen again! Next semester i shall not leave my stuff last min anymore. Yup. *are u sure?? u have been saying dat since sem 1 of year 1!! (olive echoing behind)*
Err... can la, provided u dun slack and tempt me to slack as well anymore.. lolx!
Anyway, went to watch Typhoon with Bernard ytrday... nice show!! It makes me want to know more about the history between North and South Korea, and what really happen between them and China and Russia and US in the 1980s.
Haa.
For someone who always got F9 for history to say dat... it's a miracle!! =P
And as usual, Bernard was telling me story about him and another girl. So drama can!! But not surprising la, all his stories forever drama one.. lolx!
But i must say... k nvm, shan't say anything. Later he scold me for telling the whole world.
haha.
As regard to my previous entry, i'm not sure if wad i'm doing and thinking is correct now.
Coz my bf juz told me CCA points is important if u wan to get into poly.. they'll definitely look at yr CCA when judging whether to accept u anot.
sigh
mayb i'm juz a lousy sis...
Anyway, i've a new laptop now!!
whee!!!
Dun hafta waste time in sch anymore!
Can do work in sch during long breaks now... or play games.
heh
I just had an argument with my parents. Me: U may say i'm a heartless sister.
My younger bro got zero CCA point for NPCC and my mum's going to his sch and argue with the teacher tmr.
My dad agreed, but i objected.
I shall list out the arguments...
My parents:
But my pt is, if u keep taking care of everything for the child, do u think he'll grow up to be a responsible, mature person??
I'm not saying i wun help my bro at all.
It muz depend on the situation.
Since he has mature and really studying hard, i believe he can still do well even w/o the one stupid CCA pt.
I just wan him to grow up into a better person.
I dun wan my bro to become a wimp who always depends on people.
I wan him to be independent, who will work hard and get what he wans himself.
But do my parents know??
Haa.
They just think i'm a lousy sis who dun care abt my own bros and not trying the least to help him.
I CARE. I really do.
But no point of me trying to argue dat, my mum always think she's right anyway.
Do my bro think i dun care too?
I dunno.
And i dun care anymore.
They can think wad they wan.
Heck.
Been kinda busy for the past few weeks... tons of assignments due... bday parties to go... go out with my bf... dun even have time for myself or shopping now!! =X
lolx! i know everyone will say i deserve it, but cant expect me to heck the parties rite! i mean, 21st bday lehz... not any other bday u know! And u cant expect me to heck my bf for weeks too rite...
Anyway, i'll be able to slp more after the 15april! yeah!! coz dats the last assignment due.. heh
Dat reminds me of my mendaki tuition at lakeside pri sch.. i'm so super lag behind the topics!! =X
and ders a test coming soon lor... die die die...
it's either i suck at teaching or i suck at controling the class..
i think it's both actually.. sigh
can u see me as a future pri sch teacher??
I know i cant.
------Sorry for causing u any trouble!------- I have a habit of expecting ppl to read my mind... bad bad
in com lab now with olive...
Speaking of her, she's like a defected doll nowadays, smiling even when she's alone.
Haa.
Ppl got bf liao mah.. honeymoon period now somemore, wad to do...
And half the time talking about her bf.. not that i mind though... i myseld would love to too, but always afraid ppl will get turn off when i talk too much about him.
Wonder if i always smiled like her during my honeymoon period...
haha.
I know i commented that i am not petty (i think...) in my previous entry, but i also said that women usually don't admit even if they really are, rite?
Now, i cant help but think if i really AM afterall...
But it's rather difficult, i realise, to differentiate between vocalising your disagreements and being petty.
Both are, apparently, separated by a very FINE line.
I mean, if you are good at arguing your way through, people will think that it's reasonable for u to get irritated or even pissed.
If u don't know the correct technique to do so, u will (most of the times...) end up being labelled as petty.
I think i'm more of the latter, as i tend to step over that line. Dunno why but i juz find it hard to manage and express myself properly.
Everytime i try to vocalise my inner tots, it'll (without fail!) turn out agitated and i'll simply become abit tearful (as pointed out by burning charcoal.. lolx!) due to being worked up. Sometimes i really feel like poking my eyes n stoping them from emerging.. serious! =X
And alot of times, after all the arguments, i'll start to feel guilty when the person is being affected in some ways and think that i, myself, am being petty, and even think that people are seeing me as being petty too. Stupid to think that way i know... haa.
But i mean, if u cant convince yourself that u are justifiable in feeling that way, wad makes u think that others will be convinced?
And even if u can convince yourself and others as well, wad makes u think that u are not blowing sth small up?
I am trying hard to learn to express myself nowadays, and i must say, it's a difficult task for me because ever since i was born, i kept everything, really EVERYTHING, to myself.
If i was happy, i'd share with people.
If i was unhappy about sth or sb, i'd juz keep it to myself.
If i was upset, i'd bottle up and sob quietly into my pillow.
If i was pissed, i'd juz vent my anger at my pillow.
If i've a problem with sth, i'd pretend that it's the best thing in the world.
So sth as trivial as voicing your opinion on a certain thing (e.g. whether the top is nice on dat person), has been, and still is, a huge thinking process for me.
Coz of that, my bf says maybe that's why i always cant help getting over-agitated when arguing and sometimes even sound unconvincing.
But is that an acceptable excuse to be so called petty?
I always felt that i'm not a typical Leo as my temper's not that bad. I tot.
But now i'm having doubts.
Am i?
Am i not?
Or issit juz another pms period?
Who knows.
But i must thank olive, rozi, khad and tim for reassuring me that i'm not being petty (even tho at times i feel i am) coz that helps me feel beta in a great great GREAT deal (n keeps me saint too!)!!!
*muack*
An hour ago...
Mr X: Hi, Miss Lee from Mendaki right?
Me: Yup. Who's this? Mr X: I'm your student's father. I just want to inform you that my son wouldn't be going for tuition tomorrow as he will be going to KL with us.
Me: Okok, not a problem.
Mr X: Do i need to write a letter to u or sth??
Me: Nah, it's ok. What's your son's name by the way?
Mr X: Yusman.
Me: -_-'''
For your info, yusman is my nie friend...
I repeat again... I am NOT petty, or even trying to be petty (but think nobody will actually admit she herself is petty anyway.. lolx). If u have been in my shoes for the past few years, you would hav understand why sometimes i'll show my displease when someone become too insensitive about stuff..
I mean, hav u ever been teased almost everyday by your friends? Do you even know how it feels like?? I don't mean simple teasings like "u damn short lor", "u look chao-dar (black)!"... it's more like "your ears damn big leh", "eh, big ear girl", "why u hav so much hair on yr legs??", "can i see yr legs ? *see up close* so hairy!" and alot more... one even try to pluck a hair out.
Wad de hell rite.
Can you imagine how much i'd to go through everyday during my jc life???? I always juz played along or juz smiled or laughed it off.. but when u kept getting these kind of stupid insensitive comments from guys (and they're supposed to be my frenz or even good frenz lor..) for TWO bloody yrs, i bet u would be like me, upset at countless pts of my 2years-life... Worse still, i had to keep pretending that i'm not bothered by them at all... when in actual fact, i do.. terribly. Nobody will ever understand this feeling, coz noone in her right mind will let ppl do this to her. Think that was when i started to feel more and more inferior too.
But i cant really blame them la, coz it's me who allowed them to do so... the first few times they commented, i played along and joked with them... and i think dat gave them the idea that i'm ok with the teasings, so they juz continued for the next 2yrs. I mean, i'm OK with teasings, as long as u know the limit and also know when to stop. But they were too insensitive to stop from doing it every year, every month, every week and mayb even everyday!
Dun ask me why i din tell them off... i really dunno. Mayb coz i din wan such stuff to affect our friendship.. or mayb coz i think it's dumb to argue over such trivial stuff, even though i cried over it for alot of times (i easily tear u see...).. or mayb coz i juz din know how to fight for myself. Come to think of it, i was dumb to keep mum.
And because of dat, i promise myself i'll not let history repeat itself.
*sigh* it's hard actually. Whenever i try to defend myself, it always doesn't seem to work... or will simply end up coming out the wrong way...
i think i'm juz fated to get it all my life.
i think no point trying.
i think i shall stop.
i think life sux (except for the days when i'm with him.. he nvr ever once tease me, not even when i blur until can die kind... and also when i'm with carol... really love them both for that *hugs*).
PS: sorry for the thousands of 'but' and 'and'!! haha too braindead to think of more conjunctions... =P
I'm writing again!!! lolx. Feel too lazy to type regularly, dats why disappeared so long... and somemore i find it hard to simply express my real feelings here, for fear of stepping on someone's tail, or even upset someone.. But now i think, maybe this can be a good start for me to practice expressing myself in words.. if not someone will get angry with me again for keeping things to myself.. haa =P Oh and khad did her curls again... nicer than the first one! not so auntie now.. heh And olive trimmed hers too! The lady straightened abit for her, and we all were like drooling all over her after dat.. should hav taken her photo rite.. forgot man And (last and!) Rozi was jealous that she din get to cut hers!! Jealous many times today somemore... lolx. What happen at the salon...... Me : Rozi, do you know i always melt when ppl wash my hair for me?? (said it while the guy was washing my hair... forgot it's a guy washing my hair) wah lao!!! stupid khad...
My new hair!! According to Rozi, i've dopey eyes today... i think so too actually. lolx! And i think i look like a little boy again... but heck la hur! =P
Rozi: *laugh* i cant believe u said dat!
Khad: ya man!
Me: oops.
---------------- 1min later --------------------
Rozi: So ling, are u high now??
------- the guy smiled n continued washing my hair ---------
Me: *pretend not to be paiseh* it's melt! Not high!!
---------------- 1 min later--------------------
Rozi: Ling, look at this mag...
Me: don't disturb me when i'm melting!
--------------- the guy smiled again -----------------------
Rozi: -_-'''
Me: kidding la!
-------- 1 min later -----------------------------
Rozi: wah lao ling, u have a high look lor...
Me: *blush n cover face with mag*
---------------- the guy smiled... again-------------------------
Me: *cover face again*
--------------- after cutting hair -----------------------------
Me: i think he gave me extra service! he massaged my head again when rinsing it!
Khad: I think he really wants to make u wet man.
think we were a nuisance in the salon. hahaha.
Do u know u have to change your fake boobs once every 5-10years??
And if u dun, this is wad will happen to them:
Real boobs will sag but silicon wun. So as years go by, yr real ones will start to reach for yr belly button, while yr fake ones (silicon mah, so good quality) stay where they are. And if u dun change them, u will look like u have a pair of boobs, in other words, cow with 4 nipples!!
*lolx* this was wad my dad heard from a debate show in channel U... they were talking abt cosmetic surgery n once seeing this woman a.k.a cow in a sauna. haha funny rite?
So my words to those with small boobs (including me? i guess =P): think twice before u go enlarge, unless u really want to look like a cow when u are old!! =P
Anyway, went to watch The Myth yesterday with quek n olive. The area ard her jaws were/are swollen, and she cannot laugh too much coz it'll cause pain in the wounds. Torturous! Imagine u cant laugh for at least a week!! Disgusting!!! But u shld see her face when quek made her laugh (by suaning me, as usual.. bleahz) and she had to control... so damn hilarious!! haha...
muz take care k girl, dun eat too much ice ya, later cough even worse.
The Myth:
Plot quite interesting, but show abit draggy. Quek think it's not bad, but olive says it's not as nice as we expect. And Jackie chan's horse damn funny, it'll know where, when n which leg to use to kick the enemy... i wan dat horse too!! haha
Rating: 7/10
Oh, and i ate cold Long John Silver for dinner today. yum yum. haa
FYI, she's a popular (or famous? wadeva~) blogger who's a columnist for Snag magazine (i think) currently and has 3 endorsement deals so far. Cool hur? I mean, to get well-known juz from blogging abt yr feelings and thoughts on stuff...
As in, how many can actually say the Truth in blog (or even reality), without thinking twice abt the feelings of others?
Who are able to withstand the bang of guilt after stepping on the person who has agitated u??
Simply put, we ARE juz afraid...
afraid to reveal the true feelings that are deep in the heart...
afraid of criticism from others, esp loved ones...
afraid of being seen as a f***ing bitch who cant even empathize with ppl...
afraid of losing frenz who disagree with yr principles and 'wrongdoings'...
simple afraid.
That is why i salute her, Xiaxue, for her straight-forwardness and courage (think more of heck care la hur) to 'pen' down the Truth in her blog, for the whole world to see somemore!
So i'm inspired to be like her now (exclude the f*** and lewd parts la of course... i'm an angel as u know =P), to have the courage to reveal my inner voice to ppl oneday.
AND i'm sure my bf will agree to dat, coz he has been trying for millions of years to make me speak... from my heart. Dun pek cek k, i'm really trying hard le... =)
Anyway, good luck olive!!!!
She's going to remove her wisdom tooth later in the noon... all 4 of them!! Scary!!! *ouch*
And hope she remembers me after the minor operation (from wad i learn today, anesthetic can actually cause temporary loss of memory... stun!) *pray hard*
PS: I'll cook clam chowder for u when u finally can eat k!! (muz finish EVERYTHING even if not nice ah... heh)
PPS: juz in case u are wondering why the change of font size, i was worried u ppl might have difficulty reading the puny words, dats why i enlarged them abit... see i so sweet *lolx*